I'm just coming out of what has been debatably the worst week of my life so far.
On Monday, I had to go to the dentist and they told me I have to get my wisdom teeth out in around a year, which has been one of my worst fears since the beginning of forever, and has been dangling over my head as if I'd been told I have a year to live.
On Tuesday my mom flew up to New Jersey by herself to go to my-aunt-her-sister's graduation, which was awful because of my emotional state. It's just dreadful to need someone and have them taken away when you need them the most. Upside: I watched Iron Man 2, Thor, and Captain America with my sisters.
On Wednesday I got told so pretty bad news in public, and later got yelled at unjustly when I was already crying. I didn't stop crying for a good while after that. Upside: I got to see The Avengers and it was awesome.
On Thursday I had a piano lesson, and got told I have two weeks until my recital (I thought I had more time ughhhh), and then was so distracted by the rest of the shit that I played badly and felt discouraged. Upside: My sister and her friend Lauren took me to the mall afterwards since they were going and I needed a distraction, and we found cool Avengers stuff I would like to buy.
Yesterday, Friday (I'm counting it as yesterday since it's past midnight now), I tried to practice my piano and didn't do a good job at all, which makes me feel even more discouraged. Upside: Momma came home and let my sisters and I rant to her about how much the week sucked, and promised to help us as she is able.

I'm still sort of glum about everything, but my terror from Monday is starting to die down and everything else is getting calmer. The person who yelled at me apologized (although I still feel like they weren't listening to me and still don't understand what I was trying to say pretty much at all). I'm just really hoping this weekend will be okay so I can get back on my feet.
On the downside, I'm pretty sure I'm just preparing to fail my recital at this point. I'm not sure how I can learn an entire piece quickly enough to do well... I just wish I could get out of it.

GH

P. S. My new alias is GH, so I shall sign things as such for now.
P. P. S. I'm tired and I'm not editing this, so there are probably a lot of typoes. So I apologize for them, but I don't give a damn about fixing them.